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LESSON 65
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My only function is the one God gave me.
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The idea for today reaffirms your commitment to salvation.
It also reminds you that you have no function other than that. Both
these thoughts are obviously necessary for a total commitment. Salvation
cannot be the only purpose you hold while you still cherish others. The
full acceptance of salvation as your only function necessarily entails
two phases; the recognition of salvation as your function, and the
relinquishment of all the other goals you have invented for yourself.
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This is the only way in which you can take your rightful
place among the saviors of the world. This is the only way in which you
can say and mean, "My only function is the one God gave me."
This is the only way in which you can find peace of mind.
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Today, and for a number of days to follow, set aside ten to
fifteen minutes for a more sustained practice period, in which you try
to understand and accept what the idea for the day really means. Today's
idea offers you escape from all your perceived difficulties. It places
the key to the door of peace, which you have closed upon yourself, in
your own hands. It gives you the answer to all the searching you have
done since time began.
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Try,
if possible, to undertake the daily extended practice periods at
approximately the same time each day. Try, also, to determine this time
in advance, and then adhere to it as closely as possible. The purpose of
this is to arrange your day so that you have set apart the time for God,
as well as for all the trivial purposes and goals you will pursue. This
is part of the long-range disciplinary training your mind needs, so that
the Holy Spirit can use it consistently for the purpose He shares with
you.
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For the longer practice period, begin by reviewing the idea
for the day. Then close your eyes, repeat the idea to yourself once
again, and watch your mind carefully to catch whatever thoughts cross
it. At first, make no attempt to concentrate only on thoughts related to
the idea for the day. Rather, try to uncover each thought that arises to
interfere with it. Note each one as it comes to you, with as little
involvement or concern as possible, dismissing each one by telling
yourself:
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This thought reflects a goal that is preventing me from accepting my
only function. |
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After a while, interfering thoughts will become harder to
find. Try, however, to continue a minute or so longer, attempting to
catch a few of the idle thoughts that escaped your attention before, but
do not strain or make undue effort in doing this. Then tell yourself: |
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On this clean slate let my true function
be written for me. |
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You need not use these exact words, but try to get the sense of being
willing to have your illusions of purpose be replaced by truth. |
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Finally, repeat the idea for today once more, and devote
the rest of the practice period to trying to focus on its importance to
you, the relief its acceptance will bring you by resolving your
conflicts once and for all, and the extent to which you really want
salvation in spite of your own foolish ideas to the contrary. |
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In the shorter practice periods, which should be undertaken
at least once an hour, use this form in applying today's idea: |
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My only function is the one God gave me. I want no other and I have no
other. |
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Sometimes close your eyes as you practice this, and sometimes keep them
open and look about you. It is what you see now that will be totally
changed when you accept today's idea completely. |
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