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LESSON 44
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God is the light in which I see.
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Today we are continuing the idea for yesterday, adding
another dimension to it. You cannot see in darkness, and you cannot make
light. You can make darkness and then think you see in it, but light
reflects life, and is therefore an aspect of creation. Creation and
darkness cannot coexist, but light and life must go together, being but
different aspects of creation. |
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In order to see, you must recognize that light is within,
not without. You do not see outside yourself, nor is the equipment for
seeing outside you. An essential part of this equipment is the light
that makes seeing possible. It is with you always, making vision
possible in every circumstance. |
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Today we are going to attempt to reach that light. For this
purpose, we will use a form of exercise which has been suggested before,
and which we will utilize increasingly. It is a particularly difficult
form for the undisciplined mind, and represents a major goal of mind
training. It requires precisely what the untrained mind lacks. Yet this
training must be accomplished if you are to see. |
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Have at least three practice periods today, each lasting
three to five minutes. A longer time is highly recommended, but only if
you find the time slipping by with little or no sense of strain. The
form of practice we will use today is the most natural and easy one in
the world for the trained mind, just as it seems to be the most
unnatural and difficult for the untrained mind. |
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Your mind is no longer wholly untrained. You are quite
ready to learn the form of exercise we will use today, but you may find
that you will encounter strong resistance. The reason is very simple.
While you practice in this way, you leave behind everything that you now
believe, and all the thoughts that you have made up. Properly speaking,
this is the release from hell. Yet perceived through the ego's eyes, it
is loss of identity and a descent into hell. |
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If you can stand aside from the ego by ever so little, you
will have no difficulty in recognizing that its opposition and its fears
are meaningless. You might find it helpful to remind yourself, from time
to time, that to reach light is to escape from darkness, whatever you
may believe to the contrary. God is the light in which you see. You are
attempting to reach Him. |
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Begin the practice period by repeating today's idea with
your eyes open, and close them slowly, repeating the idea several times
more. Then try to sink into your mind, letting go every kind of
interference and intrusion by quietly sinking past them. Your mind
cannot be stopped in this unless you choose to stop it. It is merely
taking its natural course. Try to observe your passing thoughts without
involvement, and slip quietly by them. |
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While no particular approach is advocated for this form of
exercise, what is needful is a sense of the importance of what you are
doing; its inestimable value to you, and an awareness that you are
attempting something very holy. Salvation is your happiest
accomplishment. It is also the only one that has any meaning, because it
is the only one that has any real use to you at all. |
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If resistance rises in any form, pause long enough to
repeat today's idea, keeping your eyes closed unless you are aware of
fear. In that case, you will probably find it more reassuring to open
your eyes briefly. Try, however, to return to the exercises with eyes
closed as soon as possible. |
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If you are doing the exercises correctly, you should
experience some sense of relaxation, and even a feeling that you are
approaching, if not actually entering into light. Try to think of light,
formless and without limit, as you pass by the thoughts of this world. 3
And do not forget that they cannot hold you to the world unless you give
them the power to do so. |
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Throughout the day repeat the idea often, with eyes open or
closed as seems better to you at the time. But do not forget. Above all,
be determined not to forget today. |
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